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Thursday, November 30, 2006

update on my wishes


My materialistic *gasp* nature kicks in whenever the season of gift-giving comes (though I am very much aware that it is NOT the essence of the Christmas season).

So I hope you guys will forgive me because I what I have here is an updated Christmas wishlist.

Pandagdag sa papaparinig ko. hahaha.

UPDATES, UPDATES!
Miles' other wants for the season:

1. "Sympathy for Lady Vengeance" DVD
2. Wickermoss CD
3. Complete series DVD of the ff. anime:
a. Full Metal Alchemist
b. Detective Conan
4. DVD box set of the ff. TV series:
a. CSI Miami or NY
b. Supernatural
5. Slogan shirts [shirts with cool one-liners or messages on `em] and graphic tees

I still retained my want for the other things I have included in the chrismas wishlist I have posted earlier (check 7 entries back. It's dated Nov. 10)...these are just mere additions.

Now all that's left is for me to hope and pray that I could get some (if not, most) of these stuff.
I won't say I wish I will have all of them because to do that is just sheer frivolity.

~~~~
Oh, ennui.
See your effects on me.

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

another one of my poetic fevers


The Nostalgic

There are these moments
equivalent to
The stillness of time
The faintness of sense
The numbness of fault.

There are these times when
You are far apart
from reality,
from the existence
of time running, fleeting.

The truth: to be bound
away in a place
never to be dug
even by hunters.
For your protection,

keep moments alive.

correction


It all began when I was sifting through the things in my bag to find and write something on my planner. I was about to note a quiz this Thursday about Lyric poetry in Lit 14.

Wait.
Lit on a Thursday?

Then came the epiphany.

I was going to have Lit on Thursday...because...that day was announced to have the Friday schedule because we will have no classes the next day, December 1.

The Dik snackout will be on Thursday, because it is the last school day for this week.
Dice's debut will be on Friday, December 1, which is announced to be a holiday.

So...
the bitterness that fueled my previous entry was...well...errantly felt.

I can go to both events...precisely because they are scheduled on two different days! Gawd.

So that settles it.

But...this doesn't change my want for more time in a day, God.
But I love You anyway. :)

~~~~~~
I thought goldfish were the poorest creatures ever created with a brain. They had 5-second memories.
But I have a 5-second memory..plus a backtracked brain.
So that makes me far worse than a goldfish, doesn't it?

*sigh*Life.

Monday, November 27, 2006

lacking


Why did God create each day with 24 hours?
Not that I'm complaining or anything...I'm just asking.

Scientifically, you can explain why this is occurring, (the rotation of the earth etc..etc. ) but science has never explained the purpose of this design.

Sure, they can say that the 'purpose' of this order is that it certainly fits the sleeping and eating patterns of different species of flora and fauna. This is the most ideal number of hours for the whole earth and every inhabitant of it to do what they do---their biological and metabolic activities. But does this reasoning really provide the answer for the question of the purpose of the 24-hour order? Isn't it the animals and plants who are actually conforming to the 24 hours, and not the other way around? They evolved their own respective eating habits and Circadian rythyms according to the fixed number of days that were there even before the simplest form of life ever appeared on earth.

So what then, is the purpose of the 24-hour order?

When I was in high school, I realized that 24 hours was never enough for me.
I always find myself wishing that there were more than 24 hours in a day.
I want to do a lot of things, but it seems that I can only do a portion in one day.
Sometimes, I even wish not to feel sleepy at all for I see sleep being a waste of time. In 6 hours of sleep, I can read 5 Edgar Allan Poe short stories (fully digested, not just taken at face value) and even read tons of news articles here in the internet. You may see that argument a bit twisted, but you have to understand that it is in fact the driving force behind my mild case of insomnia. (An excess thought: Recently I found that my usual resistance to sleep is being dissolved little by little these past few days. I considered this as a problem, so I asked my friend about it. She said to me: "So you sleep now? Easily? Miles, HAPPY PEOPLE sleep a lot easier and better. So that drives me to ask, WHATEVER MAKES YOU HAPPY NOWADAYS?" Now, where did that come from?).

My mother had a different view, though. She said that 24 hours are enough...there's just something wrong with the way I handle it. She may have a point...for when I did an analysis on my daily habits and I found out that considerably biologically trivial things take up most of my time as compared to the ones considered biologically essential. Take my internet usage time for example. I spend an average of 4 hours online on school nights, and 6 hours on weekends and 8-12 hours on vacations. The time I spend on eating is roughly a fourth of my internet usage hours on weekdays. The only exception I can make out of this system is my bath and dressing-up time--it takes about an hour of my mornings. I spend 15-20 minutes taking a bath and the rest is for dressing-up.

Bad time allocation and judgement, you say? Yeah, I heard that from my mother too.

So I thought, hey, so maybe there's nothing wrong the 24-hour order. Maybe there's something wrong with me.
So I tried to systematize my time usage. Countless times. It became a habit, and I was able to cut down the time I spend on [biologically] trivial activities that I do.
I still carry the habit with me, but it hasn't changed a thing. Because of the number of things I want to squeeze in a day, I still see 24 hours as lacking.

I always hear people talk about time management. But that isn't my problem. The LACK of time to manage is my problem.

Unfortunately, I won't be able to answer the question I posed earlier---the purpose of the 24-hour order...and I feel I won't be able to answer it as long as I live, at least in this lifetime.

For now, I think I'll be dealing with this problem by further cutting down the time I spend on certain activities (yes, the triviality of some activities still escape me) and maybe still continue to miss a lot of sleep to accomodate the things I want to do.

When judgement day comes, I'll ask God His purpose of creating the days with 24 hours.
I know I'll get the answer from Him. But ironically, when that day comes, I have no more use of time at all.

Tsk. Pity.

~~~~
Motivation behind this entry: BITTER AKO KASI KASABAY PALA NG DIK SNACKOUT UNG DEBUT NG CHURCHMATE KO!

Oh, oras...tignan mo kung gaano mo ako pinahihirapan!

huhu...

Sunday, November 26, 2006

First area day


After a month (more or less) of missing the activity that consumes and occupies my Saturdays, it has already come back!

Yesterday we had our first area day for this semester.

The day didn't start quite well. I was half an hour late (for reasons I wouldn't dare disclose here. My mom might read this. Oops...did I say my MOM?). All my co-tutors were just about to leave when I arrived. I was really pissed at the turn of events, and the hot weather didn't help either.
I was only able to pacify myself by the help of the two sweet things given to me by Kuya Jericho. (Thanks for those lollipops, Kuya Jericho! :)).

As we were walking under the hot sun, we were all wondering why it didn't feel anything like the Christmas season. It was so FRICKIN' hot. It was supposed to feel a bit chilly even at noon. There's always something wrong with the weather in the Philippines, afterall.

While in the jeep, we remembered our first area day last semester. We remembered how we went past our destination. We reached Anonas, and it was, like, nearly 50 meters away from school. And we were also late back then. But not all things were the same as the old days. Several new faces were in the jeep with us-- Kacie, Carl, Xianne, Jaja and Cathy.

When we arrived, the kids were more than happy to see us.

If there's one thing that changed, it was that the kids were more energetic. I don't know what has gotten into them. Whether they were very excited to see us, or they ate something weird, we wouldn't know...but nevertheless, we were also happy to see them.

We had new buddies this sem, and each of us also had new sets of kids to teach. I'm still going to teach English, and my new buddy Kacie will be teaching Math.

I'm really glad that the area is back. It's the only way I can get to do what I love doing---to teach others what I know. I rarely get this chance nowadays. Thank God for Saturdays.

There are things that are bound to be new...even for old projects like this.

~~~
as for the last statement...
Kacie is an ABSOLUTE proof for this fact.
A newfound reason to stay in the GR, am I right, Kassa? *snickers*

lateness!


HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MAMA!

woosh! 43 ka na (at isiniwalat ko talaga ang edad na iyong pinakatago-tago)!

Thanks for being a great mom. :)
I really hope you liked the book I gave you.
Let me borrow it after you finish it.

Love you, mom. :)

Friday, November 10, 2006

My christmas wishlist


*Drum roll* I have decided to post my Christmas wishlis here! Yey, clap! Ü

There's this saying that goes, "If you can't dream or hope for something, then you are not capable of getting it at all." So by writing wishlists every year, I try to give myself that space to hope and dream for the Christmas presents I want to get (the chance to be materialistic! haha..).

Though by experience I have never gotten everything that I have written in any of the Christmas wishlists I have made in the past, I still write one every year to serve as a guide for the people who plan to give me gifts this season.

Yes. In other words, NAGPAPARINIG AKO. Haha.

So here it is!
~~~~

Miles' Wishlist for Yule 2006

1. Bleach DVD (All episodes)
2.Bleach Soundtrack
3. Bleach Beat Collection--Ichimaru Gin
4. Bleach Keychain set
5. Audio CD's
a. Franz Ferdinand
b. UpDharmaDown
c. Pupil
d. Imago
6. Flash disk [1 Gig! haha. asa pa. sige na nga. kahit 256 or 512 pwede na. haha.]
7. G-mask gift certificate worth 1000
8. Powerbooks gift certificates
9. Graphic tees and shirt dresses
10. Cropped jackets and cropped pants
11. Skirts (Be it mini or long skirts, ok lang.) in yummy and cool colors
12. Plain black rubber slippers
13. Shoes (flats and sneakers)
14. Star-shaped things o anything with stars in `em
15. Orange colored things
16. Earrings
17. Yearly Planner
18. Nice conversations
19. Love
20. Friendship
21. Time
22. A drug to cure laziness and procrastination.
23. Wisdom and Knowledge from God
24. Simplicity
25. Faith

~~~~
Haha.
Yes, I know numbers 19-21 are a bit off...but I wished for them anyway.

Well...45 days `til Christmas.
I have to save-up for gifts.
Good luck to me.

Ahoy.

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

November cheers


First post for the month of November.

Let me start with an apology.
I apologize for not posting and updating my blog, except for occasional tags(which are mostly replies to previous tags made by my blog visitors).
To tell you honestly, my sembreak was boring as watching grass grow, but I didn't even think of updating my blog to kill time.
Why that thought never entered my mind, I can't tell you for sure, but I suspect it is because of the paucity of things to write.

Last Monday, November 6th, Kassandra and I met in McDo Philcoa and we went to school together to get our grades for the first semester. When we saw each other, we didn't have to tell how we felt right away. We automatically knew that we were both nervous like hell. Sure, it was any student's reaction to grades-giving day, but our sentiments were a little bit different from what other students may feel about getting their grades. This was going to be our FIRST grade report giving day in our whole college lives. You know what they say about the first time to anything: it may either kill you or make you stronger. But it was the uncertainty of the whole situation which makes it unbearable. We certainly were hoping that this first class card experience would toughen us up, not immobilize us for life or worse, annihilate us. We knew that it was possible that First Time wouldn't be so kind to us, considering the fact that we were Freshmen and we are still suffering from adjustment blues and problems. Not to mention the pressure we feel because of the need to maintain our scholarships. The extremely hot weather didn't help alleviate the stress we felt either. The air was so thick and heavy with hot moisture that it dulls the senses. The walk from the overpass to the covered courts had never been so excruciating.

While walking to the covered courts, Kassa and I made a pact. The moment we receive our grades, we will fold it in half. We won't look at it right away. We'll dash to the chapel and there, we will see what fate has in store for us. After that, we pray. We'll thank God for what we have received, whether they be good or bad.

When we arrived in the covered courts, I was expecting to see a long queue but I was really glad that that expectation wasn't met at all. I was pleased to see that the efficient and quick system wouldn't prolong my pain and suffering any longer. After 10 minutes we got our grades and we made a mad dash to the chapel as planned. Kassa and I sat on one of the pews and opened the sheets of the paper the folks from RegCom gave to each us.

Viola.
If there were flies in the place, they could have made a home in our mouths.

We sat there for more or less 5 minutes with jaws wide open.
Then came another 5 minutes and the next thing we knew, we were grinning like idiots.

The letters written on the paper next to the names of our subjects weren't what we expected at all.

Our gazes shifted from the sheet of paper we were holding to each other's faces.
Yes. We could die at that very moment. Naked, even.

Then we remembered why we chose to see our grades in the chapel in the first place. To thank Him for everything. And that' s exactly what Kassa and I did.

I guess First Time wasn't going to exterminate us yet.
He'd have to come back some other time.

~~~
Thank you God for helping us through the first sem.
~~~

Bleach! Kyaaa~~
Bleach fever!

Next post: My Christmas wishlist.

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camille fajardo domingo. miles. kim. kaiserin. dyosa. chibi. baby. 18 years old. January 25,1989. Aquarian. Ateneo de Manila University, BS Biology. atenean scholar. Biologist in the making. sophomore. Block L2. [English] Block R36. GABAYano. Matanglawin--lapatan-eer. Quezon City Science High School, Batch 2006. Avo-I, Curie-II, Curie-III, Avo-IV. School of the Holy Spirit, Batch 2002. debater. vice president--Quesci debate society. MCDO(Mga Cute Debating Originals) member. book lover. orange. black. red. stars. caffeine addict in rehabilitation. Lacto-ovo pescestarian by choice. net-aholic. serial procrastinator. workaholic [na tamad. how ironic, isn't it?].

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