"We can't accomodate you."

Immediately, I felt weak and my hands were trembling. The director kept on talking and I felt the need to cry. I felt my head throb with pain as I held the tears in. The world came crashing down and thoughts of bitterness ran through my mind.

When the director dismissed us, we went out though I wanted to stay put and defend why we should be the one working in the lab. I wanted to engage in a debate or a discussion with her for her to know things about our project. But, with trembling knees and shaky voices, we went out of her office. I uttred a pained thank you to the guard and went out.

The very instant that my left foot touched the flooring ourside her office, a tear came down. I walked then held on to the stair rainling for support. I wanted to cry hysterically but stopped myself. I was very disappointed. And it hurt me much.

i felt alone that time.

but I know I never was.

I'll find another lab.

Everything will be ok.